yest .. i broke up wif condrey .. dat is my suggestion .. he alwayz ask .. why i wanna break up .. reasons is .. i wanna gain trust from my mother again .. i wanna concentrate on study n i doesn't wanna hurt him ani more .. but i dun bear to but in e end i still did .. for the sake of both of us .. i felt tired to be in a relationship ..real tired .. a moment .. i will tink whether did i hurt him or wat ever .. or did i neglected him .. he ask mi b4 dat y i rather choose frenz den him when i am goin out in a group .. my ans is bcuz i am still young .. i nid frenz around .. i can accompany him ani time .. but frenz .. can dey alwayz go out if dey wan? Wish he will understand wat i mean bah .. he ask alot of tings .. but most of dem is bcuz i am running away from e truth ..
today i got a vb tornament wif peicai sec .. lost e first round by 3 score .. n e second round by i tink 14 .. b4 dat .. i trained my upper service .. till i injured my hand .. but e repay is in e match .. i am said to use lower arm .. but not upper arm .. which is e services .. dat sentence has broke my heart.... now .. i isn't typing fast .. my rite hand hurts .. reali hurts alot .. haiz .. i am reali sad today .. not doin hw today .. even get scolded .. i dun care ani more .. :'( ... my hand reali hurts alot le .. i tink i beta stop here .. it is getting worse n worse .. haha .. take care my frenz out dere .. bye ..
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Long time i never write le .. tis few dayz .. i have been quite sad .. e reason is very simple .. is bcuz i moved to my mother place to stay .. no more staying wif my grandma .. i reali miss staying dere .. i am happy dere but not here .. since e day i stayed in my mother place .. i am sad .. very sad .. my heart seems to be broken .. haiz .. ='( ... e relationship i'm in .. is okay le .. no prob .. no worries .. somehow i dun understand y my mother can't get along wif ani of e family member .. not even my brother dat can tolerate lotz .. now a dayz .. lotz of tings dat my brother , my grandma n mi agrees juz onli my mother dun agrees ... she is so stubborn .. hate dat! I AM NOT HAPPY STAYING HERE!!! in around two weeks time .. i gonna have a volleyball tornament so my coach is training us so hard dat i am reali tired !! but is okay .. i had fun .. heez! tis few dayz .. cuz of moving to my mother place .. i am reali very tired .. after skool will be around 6+ .. reach grandma house around 7 .. den i still gotta eat and bath .. is around 8 .. den still gotta do hw .. is bout 9+ .. den still gotta go to my mother place .. (by bus!!!) .. tis a torture!! i am damn tired .. i write till here bah .. bye .. tc!
